Getting so fucking disheartened it’s hard to focus.
EXCUSES N’ SHIT
So like a month ago I made a Tumblr post explaining why i was MIA for so long, and that i would be coming back and involving myself again and stuff and THEN CONTINUED TO PASSIVELY IGNORE EVERYONE AND ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THEM AGAIN, YOU KNOW, LIKE A GOOD FRIEND.
Goddamnit im bad at these sites, anyway, I havent been intentionally ignoring everyone, I legitimately have been having a hard time finding time to Xbox with Mal and Von, or be a part of the community on FA, or you know, things like that. I joined an Honor Society at my college (Phi Theta Kappa, if anyone cares…) and so its more or less our job it think up community outreach projects and stuff, out of the blue, my idea would up becoming the central focus of our entire chapter, AND I MEAN LIKE THE COMPLETE FUCKING CENTRAL FOCUS, SO NOW IM GETTING DRAWN INTO BOARD MEETINGS AND SCHEDULING CONFERENCES AND A WHOLE CROCK OF OTHER SHIT.
In all honesty though, its really satisfying to see my ideas getting so much attention, and while the workload is more than i could ever have imagined, and we’re still just in the planning phases, it is still very engaging to have suddenly been sort of thrust into the “Project lead” position, and its great experience. But like you can imagine, its taking a lot of time away from other things that i used to love, for example, to the 1 or 2 people that are aware that i was writing a story on FA? Well its more or less on hiatus, though i WAS still working on it, maybe if it ever gets some views ill change my mind…
ANYWAY, consider this just another post to confirm that I am indeed, not dead.
why is my avatar still christmas stalker?
its not even christmas anymore
get out of here stalker
Translated version of this comic brought to you by the (sometimes) lovely people on /a/
I would love to give better credit, but I’m pretty sure the people working on it were anonymous
You can find a .rar download file here, though
Welp
A few months ago something happened that more or less sent me into a mini-depressive state, incidentally right as school was starting up and my car got totaled. -_-
Anyway, as you might have noticed, i sorta completely took a hiatus from this site and everything, and almost forgot about it. Im feeling good again, school is going fine, and it just occurred to me a few days ago that i miss all of you terribly. Von, Chell, Grush, Norah, Psycho, Owl, id be here for hours listing names, but you all know who you are. Everyone here has helped me through shit before, and i really appreciate all of you.
I sincerely apologize to the people who ive more or less blown off over the past few months, again, you know who you are. Just trust me that it had nothing to do with any of you.
Im glad to be back, and cant wait to get reacquainted!
I’m having a lot of problems with Crowley’s health and state.
Like his vet explained to me he needs a lot of vitamins, minerals and proteins that are difficult to find when you’re not an owl mama.
I can catch some few little animals to feed him but it’s still not enough. So we’ve come to give him some supplements and then more bad stuff happens.He can’t stand… nor walk properly. And i have no idea how this is happening like this. I am doing all i can. And his vet is helping out a lot.
My mom has been so very supportive that even told me while i was crying…
“We should go x-ray. Yes. Ask the vet to do so. Find some free time after these holidays, feed him, clean him and love him the way you did from the start and you’ll see how fast he recovers.”I am crying here right now just feeling so impotent about this.
Shit. I wish i could do more.
God.I wish i could…
Awww, ;_;. I hope he gets better, G. Im sure the Vet can help you.
Fuck those guys.Talk about spoiled kids and their first world issues.
I didn’t even get to have a tree and you’re bitching because you didn’t get a god damn iphone? I don’t get to see or talk to family. The oven doesn’t work so we can’t make a Christmas dinner. And someone that means a lot to me had their car totaled and is on bed rest.
My nerves feel fried.
Welp this makes me feel better about myself for feeling spoiled from all the gifts I got from my dad and everyone else. Holy shit… Kids these days. :I
Christ, im in Southern California, that capital of the world for vapid cunts like this. I got a total of 160$ from various family, and i was pretty goddamn happy.
Yea same…I got a good amount of money that really helped me out. It’s just wow. Some kids are so selfish nowadays.
KIDS THESE DAYS
*shakes fist like an angry old man*
Fuck those guys.Talk about spoiled kids and their first world issues.
I didn’t even get to have a tree and you’re bitching because you didn’t get a god damn iphone? I don’t get to see or talk to family. The oven doesn’t work so we can’t make a Christmas dinner. And someone that means a lot to me had their car totaled and is on bed rest.
My nerves feel fried.
Welp this makes me feel better about myself for feeling spoiled from all the gifts I got from my dad and everyone else. Holy shit… Kids these days. :I
Christ, im in Southern California, that capital of the world for vapid cunts like this. I got a total of 160$ from various family, and i was pretty goddamn happy.
